
I quickly made it to El Paso and decided to go to this giant Texas shop that I had seen along the way on billboards. Boots! Pottery! Saddles! Jewelry! The place seemed to have everything, so I did the tourist thing and stopped in and did some shopping. I didn’t get anything, but it was fun seeing all the Texas/cowboy paraphernalia.

I then grabbed some gas, breakfast tacos, and my first of 6 chai tea lattes for the day and got back in the car.
El Paso is only 20+ miles from the New Mexico border and as I drove closer to it I still didn’t feel anything about leaving Texas. No euphoric moment, no overwhelming feeling of anticipation or joy. Nothing that I had imagined many times over the coarse of 7 years of wanting to leave the state.
At the stateline I pulled over to take a picture for Facebook to mark my crossing and take one last look at my previous home state. I took two shots: one of the past and one moving forward. Then I got back in the car and put away the Texas map and pulled out the New Mexico one.


In a flash the tears were there and as quickly as then came they were over in a span of 30 seconds and I pulled back on the freeway. That was it. When I thought to myself, well that was fast. I concluded that perhaps it was the fact that I had been saying goodbye since I had known about the job back in September. I had left Houston on a high note; I had achieved my goal of what I considered ‘making it’ in my field. I had done the thermal analysis for each of the truss pieces and watched them be installed. I had done academic theoretical work and started a paper to be published on free-molecular heating. I had spent the last 2 years being mentored by a Technical Fellow and had done design work for the new Docking system that all future vehicles would use to dock to the ISS. I had a fun group of friends, a lovely apartment in the hot part of town, I had grown in my rock climbing skills, gotten to do several memorable trips outside the country, and I had earned my master’s at a top ten university. I had made it in Houston. There was nothing left to cry about at that moment.
There of course had been Gareth to deal with. When I told him the news about my promotion and relocation, he had been extremely surprised and countered that he too had gotten a job in Seattle. That of course turned out to be untrue. Which is for the best. I said goodbye to him personally and closed that part of my life before I left for Christmas. That was the hardest goodbye, to say farewell to who you love and the one person who had disappointed you the most.
After the border crossing I put Condie back on and continued to hear about her college experience, getting her PhD, her accent into politics and her exciting experience in the cold war under the Regan and Bush administrations. Texas faded into the background of the past. The book ended just about as I got to Socorro and my 3rd chai tea latte.
The New Mexico slogan, “The Land of Enchantment”, is perfect for the dry dessert land than transitions from the high Mesas of Texas into the Rocky Mountains. The journey from Las Cruces to Taos, New Mexico is incredibly beautiful and one of my favorite drives. I felt lucky to get to do this stretch of highway one more time. I passed the gas station that sells locally made beautiful Native American pottery and makes a great green chili sauce in the adjoining café. The rally ‘scort enjoyed finally getting to spread its legs and get to drive its favorite speeds of above 85mph. The drive was fast as the weather kept up although the clouds and wind started to pick up. The escort actually drives better when loaded up. The weight keeps the car from being blown sideways from the high winds that characteristically blow across the high plains.

As I reached Albuquerque, I was excited for the final few hours of the drive since that was when you really start to see the mountains rise in the distance and it meant my first ski destination was close. The weather finally gave in and a light snow started to fall and coat the surrounding desert shrubs and cacti. Triina and I called each other every half hour for status updates since we were super excited to see each other. The snow really started to fall for the final 36 winding miles along the Rio Grande through the mountains to Taos. My single music CD (Vampire Weekend’s new album ‘Contra’) chilled it out comfortably as the rally ‘scort remembered its snow driving skills.

Triina, Matt (her bf), and I celebrated my arrival in town at Orlando’s, with a dinner of enchiladas and green chili; the perfect welcome to New Mexico meal.